Today I was watching the pictures from the last baby shower we had at work....There was 10 people who went on mat leave and now have a combine number of 14 kids. I just broke down just now looking at the pictures. I have to remind myself that I am so lucky to have so much love in my life. Though we do not have kids, it is this love that is sooo important. Maybe I am PMSing that I am crying so much because of my loss of my brother and the thought that we may never conceive and raise a child.