yeouxleigh

My mind is slowly but steadily healing my heart. I see that my past decisions are still affecting me today, i know it will be that way for a while until i purge all the negative out of my life.

Dream sequence #4: Me and my ex were at the jewelry store where he was buying me new rings. He bought me this gorgeous gold ring and a wedding band that went together. Then he bought me a white gold...

GOOD MORNING ALL!!! WHAT A WONDERFUL DAY AND THE WEATHER IS GREAT TOO. I am absolutely seeing things in a better light. I did have another dream, i will describe it in my next entry. I slept like a...

I feel better this afternoon, i can't wait to get home so i can just curl up and go to sleep. wow, i appreciate all you guys today, for supporting me and not turning away. i will be here for you all...

Thanks guys, things are much clearer in my mind now. I am so thankful for this community. My plan stays the same, I will not contact that man for any reason. My strength sometimes gets weak, but i...

BE WARNED...GRAFFIC DESCRIPTION OF MY DREAM...This dream was actually the third of a series. I'm calling it a series because they all involved my ex and his family. Dream one I was talking to him...

These dreams are really affecting my daily living, i just don't really understand how dreams work or why we have them. The last one I had really put me in a place where i want to understand what it...

I had some very dark and disturbing dreams about my ex-b/f. In the last one he stabbed, dismembered and killed me. This is so terrible, i don't know why i would have this kind of dream. I have not...

So, i talked to my sister just now and i told her i just needed her strength not to call my ex. Last night i made a comment to her that expressed how frustrated i get because when i was with the...

I'm walking that Contemplation/Action line bordering on calling him for help. My ex raised my kids from my former marriage, and so many times I have "had" to call him for with. Like I said in my...

What an evening, oka, so my car breaks down, my son is moving to another town, I owe money to my bank and yet I have not called my ex!!! I did wake up last night really missing him, but i think I...

I am so satisfied with the steps i have made. I plan on reading more and studing more on the whys of domestic abuse.

Regardless of all the negative in this world, I can make a choice to be happy an content until i get stronger. Then I will make more moves toward my goals and living a good and healty life.

Today is good. I woke up feeling really good and positive. I did wake up last night and missed my ex. But I just let it go. I am going to make it through this. I know I will be oka.

I had a conversation with a lady that works in the building where i work. We have become friends since i started working here. I told her that i left robert and why. She was in complete shock. I had...