yeouxleigh

This could be it!! Just walk away i keep telling myself, just walk away. Nothing I do or say will every make him happy. And the instant he steps out of line, I walk away anyway. Like I said earlier,...

Ok, so he went out last night and got drunk...again... so i got in my car and my dog and went home to my place. And i turned off the ringer and went to bed. I spoke to him this morning briefly, but...

Here lately, he has been throwing little comments at me unexpectantly. Like yesterday we were driving around looking for his son that we were meeting at the park, and he makes this comment about how...

What a wonderful weekend and Monday morning, I feel great and look forward to seeing the rest of the week.

I made it through the evening, but i know its gonna hit the fan today. but I have a plan and I have a safe home.

he's baaaacccckkkkk. its his b-day and i am so nervous. my stomach hurts and so does my neck.

today i feel great and i feel strong. its snowing and the weather is cold. but its a good day.

I sound absolutely pathetic in my journal. Oh my god.

Wow, this may be the day he comes home. I'm scared and confused. I want to be with him, but its not smart or healthy. I just have to hang on 15 min at a time. Just hold on.

I feel much better than i did this morning. I hope i can handle this evening and I hope he does not come back yet.

Thanks everyone for your support. I really needed that today. God Bless you all and remember we can make it together.

So, I have to tell him when he gets here that i am done with him, or should i tell him now over the phone while he is drunk. I just don't want this anymore. I have other issues that have hope of...

Well, that was end of it....its 9:30am in the freakin morning and he already called drunk off his *&^*&^ and he is on his way home. I can't take this anymore. SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM....

I feel great, even though I did not get a wink of sleep last night. I had alot on my mine. My b/f coming home in a few days. I have to decide wether to stay or leave him. My son coming home from...

This was a good weekend, I spent most of it resting and thinking. I also took all my belongings from my b/f house and started staying at mine. I have been at my place for 5 day's now and it's oka. I...