yeouxleigh

REGARDLESS OF THE NEGTIVE FORCE THAT IS ON ME RIGHT NOW, I MADE IT THROUGH ANOTHER MONTH WITH NO RED FACES!!!

BLAH BLAH Blah... i am very frustrated right now with my job. i hope it all goes down in a pleasant and quickly. I have an MRI tomorrow and therapy today. And I find out that i don't have any sick...

What I have learned from the last few days is ONE don't ever think that we can get away with anything. It almost always gets you in the end. TWO pay all my debt. THREE being honest is not always the...

I feel a bit better, but still crumby. I have a follow-up Breast MRI this wednesday, I am worried, but over all i believe i am oka. GOOD NEWS....55 days free from a violent relationship!!!

I fkd up. I damaged my car this weekend and it looks like crap, i rolled a stop sign. I know this too shall pass. All should be back to normal soon, i just have to get my shit together. I had an...

QUESTION OF THE DAY...How can he have the will power to stay away? When i was with him he could control himself in any way. He would drink, drug and treat me like shit. Now I wounder why couldn't he...

Rain Rain...finally it is raining here in OKC!! It has been so dreary and damp, so finally the clouds have let up and we will get through the darkness. Sometimes the impending doom is worse than the...

Wow! I actually made it through the day, i am headed home to sit with my dog chico and have a nice warm meal. I am so relieved not to have to hear the bullshit from my ex. I really like me right now....

I feel so ok today, considering that i didn't get to sleep until 1:30 this am. I have a good out look and making plans to keep busy this weekend again.

I am having a hard time VISUALIZING... does anyone have any ideas on how to do this? I can imagine a particular thing, but the person that i believe is supposed to be me is a totally different...

I did have another dream about him last night, but i really don't remember what it was about. I woke up and read a couple of pages of a book and ate some noodles at 1am. Then I went back to bed.

Yesterday I had an issue with a co-worker, him and i have gone head to head before. This was the senario: Last week i was working on a project with him, well yesterday, he asked me about it and my...

QUESTION OF THE WEEK:Why do I attract the wrong men? Men that have a record, violent background, substance abuse overall jerks? The seem nice until they start talking.

I experienced incredible feelings of accomplishments this weekend. I was washing dishes looking out the window and i realized that my children are all adults on their own and i am washing dishes in...

Its friday and i am having dinner and drinks with my sister tonight and salsa dancing with my friend Max! I am so excited. I saw a girlfriend of mine that really said some wonderful things to me...