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I just talked to my daughter, she reminded me that right before i walked out, i told her I AM ON A 12 STEP PROGRAM TO LEAVE THIS MAN. I don't remember that but she clearly did.

13 days since i left an abusive relationship and am doing pretty good. i have not been tempted to call him as much and some of the pain is subsiding. of course my dr doubled my prozac...yes. I do...

Hello all, i am back and i feel wonderful. I had four great days off and i look forward to this week. I have been reading and spending time with my kids. I hope to be of support to anyone that may...

If you have read The Secret, read it. it has really opened my eyes to the power that is around us, the power that we are that we have inside of us all the time. i will be practicing these principles....

What a difference a few hours can make, i recommend that each of us periodically go back and read our journal. That's what i have done today, it has helped me remember why i am willing to be in pain...

Numb is what i feel in my heart and soul. I have four days off with nothing to do but think. So my plan will be to finish my book The Best Awful, then go to the book store and read more. Try to sleep...

Here we go...i fk'd up. I called him last night, he hung-up. NO comments, no nothing, he just simply hung up. It hurt so fkn bad. It knocked me off my feet. I called from a pay phone of course. I...

I just realized that i have not had a RED Horrible face on my journal this month!!! Yes, I know I am being strong and I am happy with my decisions to leave a hobbible abusive relationship. This site...

I have a great support system, my friends, family and work friends have kept me sane and steady. The weekend is embarking on us and i am worried about that. But at least i know i won't get any more...

I heard someone say the other day, don't risk anything you are not willing to loose. I guess i truely was willing to loose him. My children and his are connected as step brothers & sisters so i know...

Ok, he cut off my cell, i had anticipated that so i had bought a new cell last week. I feel so hurt, even though i made the final decision to break it off. I can't even describ the feeling that came...

Work again. I did have a bad attitude yesterday. I need to adjust my way of thinking.

I must confess last night i woke up at 3am and i wanted to go to his house. But I didn't. I just didn't. It was so hard to keep myself home, but i did it. One day at a time.

Reality for me just hit, i get my check and realize that after i pay my bills, i will have $43 for the next two weeks. That is one of the reasons i stayed with my ex for so many years. Financial. At...

I had an issue at work with someone that gave me a project to do. I have continually asked them to give me lead time so that I can schedule tasks accordingly. I couldn't even sleep last night...