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I guess it could be worse, everyone at work is so nice. This is the first place I work at that absolutely love and I just don't want to mess things up. I tend to do that, jeopordize my self when I am...

I feel so bad, I had to miss a day of work cause I was sick. And I had already been off for a week on vacation. That is just a bad way to start the year. I hate myself right now, I just had too much...

GOALS, WISHES, PLANS AND DREAMS.....This year I plan to save money to by a condo in N. Edmond, pay- off my college bills, take a vacation to see my grandchildren in Texas, stay in treatment, increase...

The holidays have begun at work and we are exchanging gifts. I feel so fortunate to have my job and the people I work with are great. I would like to wish all my friends a great holiday and new...

Well, he asked me if I paid another month of rent over at my place. And of course I said yes. I am still keeping my own place as long as he's drinking. He's still trying to get me to move back in,...

Its a good day, I slept all night the past two nights. The doc put me back on Zanax and Prozac. My mind wonders and worries and sometimes keeps me up until 3 in the morning. He also found that I have...

My kids have been on my mind, since its the Holidays. My oldest son, changed his name from Gary 26 to Sai, he is the freespirit/musician that gets around on a skateboard and has long beautiful...

Remebering the past two years is tough, but maybe it will inspire someone else. There was a time when I was in a womens shelter because I was beaten so bad that I had a broken nose and two black...

Surprisingly, this was a great weekend, but I stayed busy shopping for Christmas and spending time with my mom, sister, daughter and two nieces. He stayed home, I should expect a blow up during the...

Today, I feel great, I am looking forward to the holidays with my family & friends. I wish you all the very best Christmas & New Years this year. Let's all keep in touch cause this season is quite...

Today, i feel better as far as my cold is concerned, but he is not answering his phone cause i did not answer mine last night. I was knockout with meds. Anyway, i'm kinda glad not to hear from him,...

I was sexually abuse by my father, then my childrens father sexually abused one of our daughters, then i get involved with this maniac that is also violent. I just don't know when it will finally...

I made it through the day and I am headed home and going straight to been. I spoke to him earlier and he is taking the I don't care if I see your or not. So I am staying home. I hope I can keep this...

Oh my god, i am so sick today, i have the worst cold ever. But I am still at work that sucks. I just want to go to bed and stay there.

It all seemed fine, I asked him are you drinking or are you going out tonight? He said no, so I went over. Not even 30 minutes and he "went" down the street. I left and went to my place. He called...