yeouxleigh

I wish all of you a wonderful Valentine's Day!

Well after my power nap feel better.

I can't wait to go home for lunch. i am taking a nap. i am so tired.

I feel like shit this morning, i took 2 Unisom pills to sleep and I got up late, but i still got to work. I just want to go home and go to sleep. I hate taking those but i'm not getting to much sleep...

I got through the day and I am happy. I don't look forward to this evening, but i can make choices for myself and continue going forward.

OK HE JUST CALLED ME ON MY WORK PHONE AND SAID, HI WHY AREN'T YOU ANSWERING YOUR CELL? YOU DON'T NEED IT ANYMORE. I JUST FROZE AND I SAID I DON'T KNOW. WE BOTH JUST STAYED QUIT AND EVENTUALY HUNG UP....

Hi All!!! thanks to everyone for the hugs and support!! I made it this weekend and i bought myself a new cell phone. My old cell was in his name, (control) sometime this week I will no longer take...

intorducing change into my system to interrupt my typical pattern of thinking....that is what i want to master!

Ok, i have to change my thinking pattern from fear to its oka. I need coping skills on not going back. No matter what the cirsumstances, i cannot go back. I want this feeling to go away. I must...

After reading discussions on the Divorce/Break-up section,I see that I am not alone. Sometimes we forget that there are others in our same situation. Some of the people are older and younger than me,...

This morning is ok i guess, I have to change my the way my mind travels and make definite choices. This weekend I am re-arranging my apartment, do some pre-spring cleaning etc, etc. I have alot of...

2nd day at home. I feel oka, but i am lonely. I just have to stay busy and i'll be oka. He called me around 5:00 pm and i told him i was staying home. And that right now he is not in a good state of...

Oka so i made a plan to get out safely...now i need a plan to stay out permanently... Any one have advise on that? What trips me up are when he asks me questions (any ques) i freeze up. I never have...

Well, step two!! I took back his truck and got my car. And I am staying at home from now on. I am tired of the game, I just want peace of mind. I am going to finish reading a book by Carrie Fisher,...

It does not matter what i say or do it wil never be good enough! I know I am good enough, I know what I have to offer, but I look ridiculous and feel as stupid as he says I am when I fold and go...