yeouxleigh

How can I out do myself during these changes in my life? Lease instead of rent my apartment then next year buy a condo instead of leasing an apartment. Start saving $50.00 a month instead of no...

I believe being away from him and not having to hear the bull has cleared my mind. I still get scared with sudden noises and sudden moved, but i can handle that. I spent hours at Barnes & Noble...

disengage..that is my word for the week. that is what i need to do at this stage of leaving him. although i have physically left him, i am still "engaged" in the relationship.

Today, i came into work to make up some time that i took to help my mother after her surgery. My job is amazing and i really appreciate my co-workers.

Each day i will research someone that i can learn from, my first research project will be Mary J Blige. I can really relate to alot of her music. This will be interesting, maybe i can find things in...

I'M DONE! I AM TIRED OF ALL THE BULL IN MY LIFE! I WILL NOT TAKE IT ANYMORE. I STARTED BY LEAVING MY EX AND THEN TELLING MY SON THAT HE HAS UNTIL THE 1ST TO GET HIS OWN PLACE. I AM TAKING CONTROL OF...

i am not going to give him the satisfaction of knowing anything about me anymore. i will not, i refuse, he was a fkn bastard to me and my family. he always counted on the fact that his ex would...

i am so hung over

ok ,so i called him late last night an and he did not answer. it was wierd.

Here goes another day and almost over. This afternoon, i have to take my mother to the dr. I am so glad to have this wonderful job and my co-workers are absolutely supportive. It helps that I am ...

I am fixin to volunteer at the womens shelter that helped me a couple of goes when i needed shelter and help. I have decided that i am ready to give back to the cause. When i first went into shelter,...

MISERY LOVES COMPANY. I really don't like to spread the negative, but maybe someone can benefit from one of my stories. Back in February of 2005, went on a shopping spree at a nice mall in Traverse...

Misery. That is how I feel, not all the time, but when i least expect it, i feel miserable. Today i will make the decision NOT to call him EVER!!! He was a bastard to me and my family, reality is...

In the past when ever I have left him, i know at what point i have to contact him, just in case he still wants me. I get this anxious feeling in the stomach and i know that " have been a bad girl" so...

Oka, i have had my ex on my mind this morning. I have to maintain my self control and self esteem. Tomorrow will be 30 days since i left him. We have not spoken or seen each other since the day i...