yeouxleigh

So i had another dream about my ex again. it was not bad, i just don't want him in my dreams at all.

Speechless today, i am just thankful that i was able to make my daughter a birthday dinner and spend time with my family. This week promises to be great if for nothing else, just to have a home and a...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...I MADE IT MY 44TH BIRTHDAY ALIVE!! This will be the 2nd day of the rest of my life..I day second because the first day was the day i walked out on that bad relationship. I have...

My son is getting his own place!!! Yes!!

I will try to get home this afternoon and rest, i don't know if i could handle a second job, i can barely handle waking up 2-3 times an evening.but if i have to i will.

why do i even put myself in ridiculous situations? i went to see my mother during my lunch hours and it did not go very well. she and a co-worker mad some not nice comments. i am very sensitive right...

I feel so good right now inspite of the circumstances. I have made financial decisions that are about to change my life. I a little scared but i want to live and be happy. I am putting myself out...

I need to remember the higher qualites of my better self then focus on the moment at hand, but plan for my future too.

Ok, i guess im going to Barnes and Noble, get some reading under my belt.

FUTURE PREFERANCE

Ok, today i will find a way to out do me in an area at work. This will be a strong indicator and showing of my maturity. Increase production, decrease mistakes and improve my overall approachabilty....

OUT DO MYSELF EACH DAY. ONE DAY AT A TIME. I CAN FIND SOMETHING I CAN IMPROVE ON LITTLE THINGS LIKE REORGANIZING MY CLOSETS, TAKING MY DOG FOR AN EXTRA WALK, CLEANING MY CAR OUT MORE OFTEN, TAKE TIME...

Life...It's just weather, get prepared for the turbulence and don't take it personal. I like that, its true, when we get a storm we get ready, we might get scared, panic and pray, but we don't take...

Reality...i let him keep me down because i did not believe in myself and did not remember by goals and values.

Breaking the Trance. It is a trance that i have been in for 10 years. But the power to break that is getting stronger everyday. Sometimes I would wonder how i could just dial his number, now i see...