some stuff about being bothered. plus, he invited himself!

the other day i texted him
"....so. Im having a hard time right now. all of the time we havent seen each other is really really weighing on me... ikd how to put it. Im at "the end of my rope." i KNOW why we havent seen each other, but tht doesnt change how im feeling right now. i dont feel we have ANY kind of relationship right now. and that really bothers me. i feel i should tell you ths cause its how im feeling, but right now im so frustrated, so done, i almost want to give up. but not really... its driving me crazy"
and he replied
"i know and it sucks. i wish we could be together more often. weather blows, work should be getting better though"
of course mine was a 4pg txt. i sent it Wed March 12, 2 days ago. the next day i felt ALOT better, and told him so :)
after txting a lil bit ysterday, he finally invited himself over!!! HE INVITED HIM SELF!!!!!!!!! quite a pleasant surprise. in summary he sent
"Work, haul ass home to change, spend time wif yoooooooo, wish dude luck, spend time with you Sat after machines"
so he's included "us" in 2 different days!!!!
but i'm still over here worried and on the edge of our relationship.. all this waiting......