i'm suseptible to blue balls

and i learned something today. i am susceptible to suggestion. nick sent me 2 pics of his dick this week, today he mentioned having blue balls, and many other comments from him. so me being the people pleaser that i am, and also feeling responsible for him not getting his the last few times.... i felt i owed him an orgasm. so i guess i forced myself into the mood of blowing him. and we all know what happens when my mood is fake!! yep! that's right!! i get him all hot and ready, and leave him in the lurch!!! ...i'm never having sex again...