the one about the schedule
ok. my schedule this week:
Sun 3p-11p; Mon & Tue off; Wed 7p-11p; Thu 6:15p-11p; Fri 11:15a-6:45p; Sat 9a-4p...
and TODAY, Wed, he texts me "your schedule sucks this week :(" and i go "yyyyep" and then he goes "i miss you" and in my head i go "you say that NOW, after my 2 whole days off, and there's not much of a chance seeing me the rest of the week" but i just responded "awww, i miss you too" which was kind of a lie cause i'm just not feelin it today, plus i'm thinkin he's full of shit. where were your "i miss you's" the last 2 days?? i've had this sneaking feeling for months that he conveniently shows his love and interest at just the right times, where it lets me know he's "thinking" of me and "caring" for me, but it's at a time where we can't possibly get together.and yesterday, there's me reading some old shit from bryan, in a long FB msg: "you're my girl. i'm here for you. when you want...." i don't feel i'm getting that from nick. and just now i saw something bryan wrote "instead of doubting everything in a state of paranoia, i'm gleeful and happy, knowing we are in a good place." and right now I'M doubting everything in a state of paranoia....
Sun 3p-11p; Mon & Tue off; Wed 7p-11p; Thu 6:15p-11p; Fri 11:15a-6:45p; Sat 9a-4p...
and TODAY, Wed, he texts me "your schedule sucks this week :(" and i go "yyyyep" and then he goes "i miss you" and in my head i go "you say that NOW, after my 2 whole days off, and there's not much of a chance seeing me the rest of the week" but i just responded "awww, i miss you too" which was kind of a lie cause i'm just not feelin it today, plus i'm thinkin he's full of shit. where were your "i miss you's" the last 2 days?? i've had this sneaking feeling for months that he conveniently shows his love and interest at just the right times, where it lets me know he's "thinking" of me and "caring" for me, but it's at a time where we can't possibly get together.and yesterday, there's me reading some old shit from bryan, in a long FB msg: "you're my girl. i'm here for you. when you want...." i don't feel i'm getting that from nick. and just now i saw something bryan wrote "instead of doubting everything in a state of paranoia, i'm gleeful and happy, knowing we are in a good place." and right now I'M doubting everything in a state of paranoia....
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