from inkpad app 09/11/14-09/13/14

When you said I "dropped a bomb" tht sort of implies to me tht you dont feel th same way as I do about our relationship, so i have to ask, how do *you* feel about where we're at an how things are going?I'm feeling jaded right now, and so scared to try an continue to open up to you and make this work, because i dont know tht you want this as much as I do.I'm sorry now tht I chased you. I was so busy chasing you down, I never saw tht you weren't chasing me back. Now here we are, you say you love me but I dont see it. And I say you are th kinda guy I wanna end up with, but are you really?I have waited and waited and waited for you. I am all done with waiting.It's not so much that I'm missing you. What I'm missing is what we *don't * have.I know you don't keep anything from me. The problem is, you don't share anything at all.