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Status: I miss Carlos so much and I don't know how long I can continue this journey without him. I love you honey.
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They say time cures but that is not true. The more time that passes by I miss Carlos more and it hurts just like at the begining. I wonder if this pain will ever go away. There are times that I...
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Yesterday was a bitter sweet day. My sister and her father and also my brother and his family made it a day about Carlos. They call me to meet them at the gravesite where they brought flowers for...
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The one year mark is approaching and I am so confused. How do we honor our love one? Do we think of them being gone? Do we mourn their death? I want to do what my husband would have wanted...
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Carlos:Honey, I miss you so much and as time goes by I am learning to love you more. I look at your photos and get very emotional and sad and find myself wondering where are you and when are you...
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I don't know if others feel this way or am I going insane. I sit on the sofa and close my eyes and the image of Carlos comes and I remember all the wonderful talks that we had while sitting...
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Carlos:Today is 8 months since I last saw you. It is hard to accept that I will never see you again until God decides that it is my time to go. I miss having you here. I miss that friend that...
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I felt like I had made so much progress then today it hit me so hard. It came out of nowhere and it is here to stay. I don't know what trigger this feel but it hurts so much. I want to scream...
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Carlos:I thought that I was progressing and was ready to move forward but today I had a setback. I was having dinner with the kids when I realize that you will never be at our dinner table again...
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Carlos: I miss you so much and wish you were here with me right now. Time keeps going by and yet I have not been able to figure out what to do and how to keep moving. Everyday that goes by it...
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When Carlos was in the hospital, I met a very nice lady who came by and prayed with me for Carlos recovery. She would call me frequently and ask how he was doing and would also stop by often. On...
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Carlos: I got up early this morning and started thinking about the times that you got up really early and would tell us about how beautiful the sun looked when it was rising. I wish you could be...
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Carlos: It is going to be 7 months since you have been gone. Seven months of pain that I cannot explain, 7 months of crying, 7 months of begging God to give you back to me, 7 months of...
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Carlos: Honey, the holidays have come and gone. I survive them but I miss you very much. I found out that Christmas Eve was much harder than actual christmas day. I think that I remembered all...
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It is going to be 6 months since you have been gone and this pain is getting worse. I miss you so much and I don't know what to do with myself. I find myself crying and wanting to be with you...
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This weekend was very difficult and painful. Although I had company on Friday and Saturday, I still felt lonely and empty. My family was over but I felt sad because my husband loved to have...
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