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Status: I miss Carlos so much and I don't know how long I can continue this journey without him. I love you honey.
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I am trying to make the best of what is left of my life. I miss him so much that I cannot help but wonder how long will it be before I see him again. I ask him to please come in my dreams and...
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Today I received an email from my brother asking me how I was doing. I could not help but ask questions as to why did this happen? Why do people die? Why is death so cruel? Why do people...
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Today was one of my worst day. i think I am finally accepting the death of my husband and realize that he will no longer be here. I will not see his smile, hear his singing or voice. I found...
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The doctors had told us that the next 24-48 hours would be very critical and would help us know the outcome regarding my husband cardiac arrest. The kept him for 15 hours in the ER and then move...
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I had just left my husband at my mom's house and had come to mine to do some laundry and prepare something for my son to eat. I was outside on patio with my husband looking at my nephews playing...
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Carlos:It has been two years since you left me. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you and wish I could hold on to you for one more day. So much has happen since you have been...
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Hi Carlos: I wish you were here to give me a hug and tell me everything is going to be okey. Our kids decided to battle it out today. They got into one big fight over something stupid regarding...
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Life continues regardless of our pain and we need to keep going even if every step gets heavier. Carlos:I miss you more everyday that goes by and I cannot stop wondering where you are and how I can...
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On my way to work today it hit me like a ton of brick. I will never see my husband in this life time again, he will not hug me or tell me how much he loved me. I starting reliving that awful...
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Life is so different for all of us on this site. We can recall what the holidays meant when our spouses were here with us. Oh the joy and thrill of seeing our children openning there presents,...
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The other day I was shopping for a card for my niece since her mom (my sister in law) passed away. I came across this card and it was so beautiful:A Better PlaceThere's a placeI have never...
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They say time cures but that is not true. The more time that passes by I miss Carlos more and it hurts just like at the begining. I wonder if this pain will ever go away. There are times that I...
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Yesterday was a bitter sweet day. My sister and her father and also my brother and his family made it a day about Carlos. They call me to meet them at the gravesite where they brought flowers for...
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The one year mark is approaching and I am so confused. How do we honor our love one? Do we think of them being gone? Do we mourn their death? I want to do what my husband would have wanted...
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Carlos:Honey, I miss you so much and as time goes by I am learning to love you more. I look at your photos and get very emotional and sad and find myself wondering where are you and when are you...
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