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Status: I miss Carlos so much and I don't know how long I can continue this journey without him. I love you honey.
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Carlos: I miss you so much and wish you were here with me right now. Time keeps going by and yet I have not been able to figure out what to do and how to keep moving. Everyday that goes by it...
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When Carlos was in the hospital, I met a very nice lady who came by and prayed with me for Carlos recovery. She would call me frequently and ask how he was doing and would also stop by often. On...
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Carlos: I got up early this morning and started thinking about the times that you got up really early and would tell us about how beautiful the sun looked when it was rising. I wish you could be...
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Carlos: It is going to be 7 months since you have been gone. Seven months of pain that I cannot explain, 7 months of crying, 7 months of begging God to give you back to me, 7 months of...
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Carlos: Honey, the holidays have come and gone. I survive them but I miss you very much. I found out that Christmas Eve was much harder than actual christmas day. I think that I remembered all...
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It is going to be 6 months since you have been gone and this pain is getting worse. I miss you so much and I don't know what to do with myself. I find myself crying and wanting to be with you...
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This weekend was very difficult and painful. Although I had company on Friday and Saturday, I still felt lonely and empty. My family was over but I felt sad because my husband loved to have...
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Going home to an empty house is the most painful situation for anyone. Looking at the place where he sat and hoping to see him at least for one last time. Hoping for a smile or just a hello is...
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Everyday the pain get deeper and deeper. Coming home to an enty house and not hearing his music and him singing away is so hard and painful. Walking in through the door and wanting to see him and...
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As the time goes by I am starting to miss my husband more and more. I love him and I cannot get through this pain and it seems to be getting bigger and bigger. I don't know if I am starting to go...
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Last night I finally dreamt my husband. He seem serene and had a peaceful look on his face and he looked like I remember him before he started having health complications. In the dream he said we...
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The last few days have been very difficult for the kids and myself. My son has been going in my closet hugging his dad's clothes trying to find his smell. He told me althought the clothes have...
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Yesterday was a very rough day for me. My son called me to tell me that he had his dad's password for him email and he gave it to me. I went to my husband's email and I started crying because I...
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Today is one month since my husband passed away. The memories are buried inside me and it hurts so much to remember what it was like. I remember getting a call that he was not doing well since...
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A month ago today was the last day that I saw my husband alive. I spent all day with him. Although he was in a coma, I knew that he heard me so I would read, pray, talk, listen to music and...
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