lindalun
Status: I miss Carlos so much and I don't know how long I can continue this journey without him. I love you honey.
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The last few days have been very difficult for the kids and myself. My son has been going in my closet hugging his dad's clothes trying to find his smell. He told me althought the clothes have...
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Yesterday was a very rough day for me. My son called me to tell me that he had his dad's password for him email and he gave it to me. I went to my husband's email and I started crying because I...
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Today is one month since my husband passed away. The memories are buried inside me and it hurts so much to remember what it was like. I remember getting a call that he was not doing well since...
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A month ago today was the last day that I saw my husband alive. I spent all day with him. Although he was in a coma, I knew that he heard me so I would read, pray, talk, listen to music and...
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I am trying to make the best of what is left of my life. I miss him so much that I cannot help but wonder how long will it be before I see him again. I ask him to please come in my dreams and...
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Today I received an email from my brother asking me how I was doing. I could not help but ask questions as to why did this happen? Why do people die? Why is death so cruel? Why do people...
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Today was one of my worst day. i think I am finally accepting the death of my husband and realize that he will no longer be here. I will not see his smile, hear his singing or voice. I found...
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The doctors had told us that the next 24-48 hours would be very critical and would help us know the outcome regarding my husband cardiac arrest. The kept him for 15 hours in the ER and then move...
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I had just left my husband at my mom's house and had come to mine to do some laundry and prepare something for my son to eat. I was outside on patio with my husband looking at my nephews playing...
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Carlos:It has been two years since you left me. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you and wish I could hold on to you for one more day. So much has happen since you have been...
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Hi Carlos: I wish you were here to give me a hug and tell me everything is going to be okey. Our kids decided to battle it out today. They got into one big fight over something stupid regarding...
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Life continues regardless of our pain and we need to keep going even if every step gets heavier. Carlos:I miss you more everyday that goes by and I cannot stop wondering where you are and how I can...
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On my way to work today it hit me like a ton of brick. I will never see my husband in this life time again, he will not hug me or tell me how much he loved me. I starting reliving that awful...
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Life is so different for all of us on this site. We can recall what the holidays meant when our spouses were here with us. Oh the joy and thrill of seeing our children openning there presents,...
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The other day I was shopping for a card for my niece since her mom (my sister in law) passed away. I came across this card and it was so beautiful:A Better PlaceThere's a placeI have never...
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