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Status: I miss Carlos so much and I don't know how long I can continue this journey without him. I love you honey.
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July 4th marked another year with you. It is painful but time is my greatest aide. This year I choose to remember you alive and wanted it to be more about you instead of the pain of not having...
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Carlos:It has been two years since you left me. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you and wish I could hold on to you for one more day. So much has happen since you have been...
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Hi Carlos: I wish you were here to give me a hug and tell me everything is going to be okey. Our kids decided to battle it out today. They got into one big fight over something stupid regarding...
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Life continues regardless of our pain and we need to keep going even if every step gets heavier. Carlos:I miss you more everyday that goes by and I cannot stop wondering where you are and how I can...
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On my way to work today it hit me like a ton of brick. I will never see my husband in this life time again, he will not hug me or tell me how much he loved me. I starting reliving that awful...
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Life is so different for all of us on this site. We can recall what the holidays meant when our spouses were here with us. Oh the joy and thrill of seeing our children openning there presents,...
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The other day I was shopping for a card for my niece since her mom (my sister in law) passed away. I came across this card and it was so beautiful:A Better PlaceThere's a placeI have never...
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They say time cures but that is not true. The more time that passes by I miss Carlos more and it hurts just like at the begining. I wonder if this pain will ever go away. There are times that I...
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Yesterday was a bitter sweet day. My sister and her father and also my brother and his family made it a day about Carlos. They call me to meet them at the gravesite where they brought flowers for...
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The one year mark is approaching and I am so confused. How do we honor our love one? Do we think of them being gone? Do we mourn their death? I want to do what my husband would have wanted...
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Carlos:Honey, I miss you so much and as time goes by I am learning to love you more. I look at your photos and get very emotional and sad and find myself wondering where are you and when are you...
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I don't know if others feel this way or am I going insane. I sit on the sofa and close my eyes and the image of Carlos comes and I remember all the wonderful talks that we had while sitting...
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Carlos:Today is 8 months since I last saw you. It is hard to accept that I will never see you again until God decides that it is my time to go. I miss having you here. I miss that friend that...
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I felt like I had made so much progress then today it hit me so hard. It came out of nowhere and it is here to stay. I don't know what trigger this feel but it hurts so much. I want to scream...
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Carlos:I thought that I was progressing and was ready to move forward but today I had a setback. I was having dinner with the kids when I realize that you will never be at our dinner table again...
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