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Status: I miss Carlos so much and I don't know how long I can continue this journey without him. I love you honey.
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I don't know if others feel this way or am I going insane. I sit on the sofa and close my eyes and the image of Carlos comes and I remember all the wonderful talks that we had while sitting...
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Carlos:Today is 8 months since I last saw you. It is hard to accept that I will never see you again until God decides that it is my time to go. I miss having you here. I miss that friend that...
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I felt like I had made so much progress then today it hit me so hard. It came out of nowhere and it is here to stay. I don't know what trigger this feel but it hurts so much. I want to scream...
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Carlos:I thought that I was progressing and was ready to move forward but today I had a setback. I was having dinner with the kids when I realize that you will never be at our dinner table again...
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Carlos: I miss you so much and wish you were here with me right now. Time keeps going by and yet I have not been able to figure out what to do and how to keep moving. Everyday that goes by it...
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When Carlos was in the hospital, I met a very nice lady who came by and prayed with me for Carlos recovery. She would call me frequently and ask how he was doing and would also stop by often. On...
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Carlos: I got up early this morning and started thinking about the times that you got up really early and would tell us about how beautiful the sun looked when it was rising. I wish you could be...
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Carlos: It is going to be 7 months since you have been gone. Seven months of pain that I cannot explain, 7 months of crying, 7 months of begging God to give you back to me, 7 months of...
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Carlos: Honey, the holidays have come and gone. I survive them but I miss you very much. I found out that Christmas Eve was much harder than actual christmas day. I think that I remembered all...
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It is going to be 6 months since you have been gone and this pain is getting worse. I miss you so much and I don't know what to do with myself. I find myself crying and wanting to be with you...
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This weekend was very difficult and painful. Although I had company on Friday and Saturday, I still felt lonely and empty. My family was over but I felt sad because my husband loved to have...
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Going home to an empty house is the most painful situation for anyone. Looking at the place where he sat and hoping to see him at least for one last time. Hoping for a smile or just a hello is...
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Everyday the pain get deeper and deeper. Coming home to an enty house and not hearing his music and him singing away is so hard and painful. Walking in through the door and wanting to see him and...
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As the time goes by I am starting to miss my husband more and more. I love him and I cannot get through this pain and it seems to be getting bigger and bigger. I don't know if I am starting to go...
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Last night I finally dreamt my husband. He seem serene and had a peaceful look on his face and he looked like I remember him before he started having health complications. In the dream he said we...
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