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- Back and forth its like repeating the same damn song and theres no stop button. Everytime my partner opens up to me he starts by saying he's just venting then proceeds to point out that he's losing interest, that I'm not doing enough to reassure him...
- My boyfriend and I have been struggling for months due to bad fights and him having extreme reactions of jealousy because he read my diary and discovered I had developed feelings for someone else when I needed someone to talk to, nothing ever came...
- Been with my boyfriend for nearly 5 years now. We've had horrible fights. He would get defensive at the drop of a hat, call me toxic, crazy and always use the word gaslighting in the wrong context. I wanted someone to listen and started confiding...
- With family, friends and every relationship I have had this one constant and it's making me wonder are all people just blissfully deaf??? When I get depressed or angry I seek out quiet time and stay ALONE. I need space and quiet to think and process...
- My now ex and I have been broken up for half a month now. Within the first week of the break he had gone out to cut his hair, buy new clothes then came home to ask if he looked good enough for other girls to date him. I was a little shocked he...
- I had a long talk with my therapist this last week. She had me write down everything that happened in my relationship so far. From the begining to now and told me to not leave out any painful details. As I started writing I suddenly felt sick. I...
- I grew up in a family of mostly boys. Three brothers and one sister. My dad came from a family with 8 kids, only two of them being girls. So when he got me and my sister he didnt know what to do with us. He would make us compete for his aproval and...
- Had a Dnd night with some friends I work with. Everything was going great till I got a text from my dad saying my brother and him got into a bad fight so he drove off. Mom went after him and thankfully knew where his best friend lived. She found my...
- these past few months have been hell. I moved in with my boyfriend and have been looking for jobs since I graduated college. I knew I wouldnt find anything in my field right away so I'm looking for part time work to keep up with the bills. However,...
- I have had an emotional breakdown that has lasted 4 days where I wake up and cry for a good long while then feel horribly sad, scared and my chest hurts so bad through out the day. I've tried meditating on the problem but it just makes me hurt and...
- I recently discovered I have a fear of marriage and commitment. I grew up in a home where screaming, bullying, emotional and mental abuse was normal. I ended up associating all of that with how marriage is supposed to be.I can be in an exclusive...
- A few years ago I found out I had gotten an STD and my whole world crashed and burned. Since then I've been coping to feel normal again. I ended up dating the guy who potentially gave it to me though he blamed me for giving it to him but thats a...
- I dont know whats been happening but I have been absolutely drained for the last few months. No matter how much sleep or meditation time I get my body and mind stay foggy, sluggish and the suicidal thoughts have more room to creep in. I've tried...
- This past week I told my friend I would show up to fencing club but this whole week has been suprise after suprise of financial, academic and emotional stressors. I wanted to go and make new friends but problem after problem kept popping up and I...
- I had a pretty bad scare the other day when my boyfriend made love to me but finished inside me. I was frozen in fear and confusion. I had to hold back tears and raising my voice as I asked him why he did it. He just started vacantly at me and said...