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I got a text from my ex just saying hi and asking how I was doing. We chatted back and forth for a little then he went to hang out with others. I'm happy he's doing well but I cant lie when I say...

Today I managed to ride the bus to campus for the first time. Being jammed into a small space and being pushed around wasnt as bad as I thought it would be. I found all of my classes, I got to speak...

my stress level is at a 3 today, I feel a small sence of dread for my first day back at college but I'm keeping it steady by reading and watching funny videos. I'm sure my level will go up tomorrow...

goals to keep in mind:1. find an apartment2. stay on top of my hoemwork and classes3. keep a scheduale so I dont forget to eat!4. keep in contact better with friends even if its just short hello's.5....

I know I've gotten better, much better in fact since my emotionally abusive ex broke up with me. But I still have soem bad moments through out the day where I think about his face or the few happy...

almost done with finals, almost done with all my christmas shopping and I finally get some days off from work to unwind. I'm very proud of myself, for the first time in a long time I didn't have...

so I learned that I wasnt doing as well as I thought in my english class and now my final grade is a D. I am so afraid that I wont be able to get into the college I want but I have done very well in...

I had some time to think for a change as I finished a new book called, " a monster calls." If I hadnt been reading it at work on my breaks I would have cried because if was incredibly touching for...

So the closure went well, everything got laid out and sorted. My ex and I are now on speaking terms and sort of friends. However......of course I still have small feelings for him and the fact that...

so many of my friends are going through either break ups or depression. It rough hearing all the hardships they are going through but I'm so thankful to be able to be here for them. They have been...

My ex is killing me slowly. He just called me today to talk about why we ended and wants to try and be friends......I am hurting so much regardless of all the apologizing. A small part of me would...

I didnt want to believe it but here I am feeling dread and sadness all because my ex contacted me with just a few short words to ask for his money back. How is he still effecting me this way??? I...

my ex just contacted me through another friend asking for money back from a while ago. I was so angry I apologized to our friend but then asked him to tell my ex back that he can have his money if he...

having motivation everyday is impossible, wish I'd known that sooner. Finding the discipline to just get things done without further thought is what I need to work on.

during the week before my period I already know my hormones are gonna be out of wack but lately it feels like something else is dragging me down as well. Like an invisible creature is clinging to my...