I had a pretty bad scare the other day when my boyfriend made love to me but finished inside me. I was frozen in fear and confusion. I had to hold back tears and raising my voice as I asked him why he did it. He just started vacantly at me and said he thought I was on birth control.
I haven't been on birth control for the past year due to me switching meds for my depression twice and I didnt want my hormones to be anymore chaotic.
After I sat stone still and cried a little we both got up and got the Plan B pill. The next day I got a second period and at first I was relieved.....and then I broke down and felt sick while I cried. My biological clock wants a child but I am not ready for one.
All day long I keep thinking about if I had let it grow. My mind is so torn and I feel like an irresponsible monster.
I feel like the only person who doesn’t have plans & a big family event for the holidays . Everyone around me is talking about getting together with family and how special this time of year is. It’s not special for me, it’s actually very sad. I don’t have a close family and we don’t really get together for anything. It makes my depression and anxiety so much worse... it’s so...
I have been feeling so hopeless and lost. There are some days like yesterday where I am feeling fine, but then there are days like today that just make me want to give up. I feel like someone has a grip around my heart and they are trying to squeeze the life out of it. I've had these back and forth days like these for about a month now. Some days I'm good, other days, I just can't handle life.I...