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JonI found all the things you gave me over the months. The jacket, the stuffed animals, the locket and the letters. I've decided to give you back the locket with the receipt so you can get your money...

I still cringe a little when I hear my ex's name and that he's doing so well.....am I really angry or am I just lieing to myself that I am so I can force myself to get over it?Either way I have to be...

I have found a nice place to go meditate for a while at least once a day. I cant believe all of this pain just came over me like a wave. I was wrong, the sadness is not over, I just reached the eye...

It's gonna hurt for who knows how long everytime I see a letter he wrote me, the jacket he bought me or the artwork I was planning to finish for him sitting there day after day. And I know I dont...

everything has calmed down, now that i've spoken to people about my problems. I can feel a bit of happiness inside my heart, I'm ok with being single.  Now all i've gotta do is take care of me and...

jon,No more I'm sorry's, no more begging you to listen or having hope that its all gonna be ok. I didnt want to see it when we talked but thanks to Kendra and other friends I came to realize our...

its waaaaay too early to even go near my ex even if its for picking up my things. I'll either have a friend grab it or I'll just wait a few months but not tomorrow, not on my birthday. I'm gonna do...

I have to drive out to my ex's house in a few days to grab the last of my things.....im thinking it would be better if he just bagged them up and left them on the porch. If I see his face I know I...

today is the day i leave the convention and go home.....and tell my family about my breakup. I know its gonna be hard since they really really liked him and would joke about adopting him but I need...

So far its been so much fun with friends and venting to everyone the way I want to. I'm learning that I'm not unstable, I'm not suicadal, I've just been lonely and depressed but now I'm doing better....

for the weekend I had already planned this for months to hang out with friends at an anime convention and....my current ex is gonna be there. I refuse to start drama or cry in front of him so I wont...

Sarah,You've got this, you may have tripped up a little from the unneeded and unnecessary pain but your bouncing back and your gonna rock this life ahead of you. Your my raven feathered dove your my...

I did care about him, as much as I could but his way of caring and dealing with other peoples problems is not healthy or needed. All he does is hide awya when he's hurt instead of facing them head on...

I'm at that point where pain is with me at every moment when I'm awake. I feel like I did years ago when all I wanted was to sleep and sleep till just bones were left. I'm not gonna do that though, I...

I dont know if I can sleep tonight, the pain is so intense and my eyes hurt from crying. I just want someone to hold me and let me cry and scream