imiru

my mood has started swinging a bit these past few days and my appetite has gotten crazy. The usual signs of my time of the month coming. I was feeling like isolating myself away from freinds when one...

I've finally gone part of a day wihtout thinking about my ex. I didnt even notice till it was time for bed, when I did realize I just smiled and felt warm inside. I cant wait for the day I dont think...

the weather has been progressivly getting colder everyday.Making it harder for me to function in the early mornings before work. I've recently had another set back with returning a car that I found...

Turns out my ex couldnt make it to the party last night! Im a little happy and so relieved because I knew I would have punched him. And that right there is the biggest reality kicker. I still need...

one thing my best friend always says without fail when I'm upset about something is " Your silly." He's never said it in a sarcastic or mean way, just in a gentle voice that calms me down and makes...

trying to keep a decent sleep schedule is nearly impossible for me. My anxiety loves to keep me awake some most nights while others I have to stay up in order to finish homework. I've been feeling...

I knew there would be a day when something went wrong. I have been feeling dread, pain in my chest and a heavy feeling of lonliness all day today. I cant pinpoint what brought this on, it was either...

I know I have nothing to be depressed about but the feelings of paranoia, anger and emptiness still loom around me hoping for a crack in my armor. Lately work has been getting under my skin and so...

memories have recently resurfaced about an old friend from years ago......and I never apologized to them. I did the same thing my current ex did to me. Everything was fine but then I just dropped all...

I had a dream of my ex of four years. We were at an airport, it was so noisy and busy I could barely hear him when he said, " I have to leave, I want you to come with me." He grabbed my arm and...

today was my day off, no work or school so i decided to play with my makeup and watch anime. As I painted my face over with lipstick and heavy eyeshadow I looked in the mirror and was astounded. I...

I thought about my ex today but not in an emotional way. I just had a memory of his voice enter my head once or twice then it vanished. I felt a little angry, even wanted to text a friend to distract...

today I spent time with a friend going out and about on a very nice fall day. We even spent time just talking and watching funny movies.I havent felt this at ease in a long time, which pains me to...

After speaking to friends and having them let me vent the way I want, no sugar coating and no being careful about what I say. I have finaly come to terms with what I really wanted from my ex and what...

Today I will paint, cry, burn some letters then cry some more. I havent really had a day to wallow and let all of my anger and sadness out the way I want to. Its always been in rushed spurts between...