dont think about it dont think about it

I have to drive out to my ex's house in a few days to grab the last of my things.....im thinking it would be better if he just bagged them up and left them on the porch. If I see his face I know I will burst into tears. I cant do that, he's hurt me far too much and I have to be strong till I get back on the road. I have to keep my head held high and not look at him. It just takes two minutes to get in, grab my things and not look back. thats all there is, I know I can do this even though its gonna hurt.