have to make the pain stop

I did care about him, as much as I could but his way of caring and dealing with other peoples problems is not healthy or needed. All he does is hide awya when he's hurt instead of facing them head on and getting rid of them. He has hurt me over and over, I was stupid for letting him use me like this. Never again, I need to work on myself and remember that he had so many chances to just talk to me. Instead he chose to purposly hurt me and make me sit in silence like a bad child. He also needs to work on hisself.

I know he'll never want me again and I'm ok with that