i can do this, I can do this.....im sure I can do this

for the weekend I had already planned this for months to hang out with friends at an anime convention and....my current ex is gonna be there. I refuse to start drama or cry in front of him so I wont be getting drunk, I will stay stone faced in front of him when I see him with other women just flirting and I will not break. Not once until I'm safely home and in my own sanctuary.

I'm gonna give him his leather jacket back a quick " take care of yourself," and leave.

I will not smile for him, I will not talk to him unless theres an emergency or a friendly question.

I can do this, I can be strong for just a few more days.

Then I can break down completely and rebuild myself.