letter 2

Jon

I found all the things you gave me over the months. The jacket, the stuffed animals, the locket and the letters. I've decided to give you back the locket with the receipt so you can get your money back. As for the letters I'm still deciding if I should burn them and give the jacket away.

Everytime I see these things it only hurts me and I have to remind myself that you never cared about me. You knew how to sweet talk me and say " I love you ," gently enough to make me believe you but you are nothing but a manipulative, cruel man child.

Kendra told me you refuse to get help for your temper and your attitude towards people when it comes to showing emotions. Once agian you've proven there is no way you can ever have a healthy relationship that will last. I have nothing but pity for the next girl you seduce into becoming your girlfriend.

Our friends have told me that you used to check your girlfriends phones and emails, making them trust you less and break up with you. From what I've seen you stopped doing that but instead you became a bitter, impatient, emotionally stunted brat who cant grow a pair and face me. You need to pull your head out of your ass and seek help.

You may be brilliant at your job as an IT guy for a hospital but when it comes to emotional stuff behind closed doors you are a monster. Everyone can see that you need help with your fears and the fact that you lash out when confused and afraid. It is nto healthy and everyone cares enough to want to see you get better....well at least all of our friends do.

I've had to stop caring about what you do with yourself since you obviously never cared about me emotionally. You can argue and say you cared, you sacrificed and did so much for me but all of that was just physical stuff. You gave me gifts, picked me up and drove me to your place even though we were long distance and would give me sex but emotionally you were never there.

you would get confused and scared then yell at me because I was opening up to you. I may have depression and Im working on my self image but you are a whole nother level of fucked up in the head.

YOu emotionally abused me and that is not ok.