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- i dont have to care either....my mom told me to tell meredith (renfrew therapist) to stop harrasing her. she was like "ur not missing school for anything." then she was like meredith called her and told her that im really sick from what i described...
- I know u guys care about me and I care about u but no one in my family cares... They call me lazy and say I don't work at anything... I don't have an Ed I hose not to eat.... I've concluded that I'm going to renfrew in may and my mom was like while...
- the therapist from renfrew called me...and me my mom and her had a conference over the phone. so my mom at first was listening and then hen meredith said that her and the team strong suggest residential my mom was lik NO WAY IS THAT GONNA...
- my mom has a friend that came over from canada. shes very nice! always saying im pretty and stuff and saying she really loves me and shes gonna take me home. . shes mad cool. but when i first got home from my cousns house after eating like a fiend...
- my own family sometimes makes me sometimes makes me just hate living and hate that im here...thats sad...they sometimes make my ed worse....after they tell me things like i chose not to help myself...i love doing this for attention and mock my...
- so intensive out patient is not an option the therapist from renfrew tells me. im trying to think about possitive things thatll happpen if i go. but all i can think about is the negative wich are the consmy mom and family will say mean things to...
- omgg i feel like crap...remember how i was upset yesturday? well i actually went to the party with my cousin and i drank like ive never before. today im paying for it big time...ive never took that many shots before. im never drinking again...i know...
- i know i just posted about treatment but now i really need to someone. the therapist called me back right and told me she talked to the renfrew ED team and she said that i should be in residential and i told her i cant do that cuz of school and she...
- i had my assesment just now with renfrew over the phone and she was asking me questions and i was answering them and i think i said too much about my ed...cuz owards the end of the phone call the therapist asked me like three different times if i...
- BUON NATALE...SRETAN BOZIC... JOYEUX NEL...FELIZ NAVIDAD..THOSE ARE THE LANGUAGES I could say that in:) (Italian, Croatian, french, and Spanish) :) I hope u are all well and have a great holidayAlright I may TRIGGER right nowI'm not looking forward...
- My psychiatrist really really wqants me medicated....but with medication comes the risk of weight gain...and I'm not gonna lie bipolar is hell...but to be honest I'd rather bwe a manic depressive unstable mess if it means getting closer to thinness...
- I went to see my psychiatrist today. I haven't seen her in a few months and so we were talking bout how iwas feeling depressed that day where I told u guys that I was suicidal and she asked me wat I did and I told her that I told my mom that I...
- im not sexually active or anything but i always wanna talk about sex and ask questions...i talk to total stranger in chat rooms just to talk about it lol idk why ..when i was in therapy my therapist told me that it was ok to be curious and wondering...
- I'm just wondering:) I'm half Haitian half African ... My moms Haitian nd I was born here in the US. But I speak creole fluently nd I kno alot about Haitian culture... Not that much about my African but that's my dads fault he never taught me...
- im trying to eat so that i can be healthy for finals and not fail because im too tired and cant concentrate. so im trying to eat but i have no appetite or if i could eat its like a handful of food. my protein and veggies fit in a small bowl... my...