Itzjustme
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- hi!!well today was my first day of work and it was great..i got alot of compliments..and my boss and trainer even went out of their way to say nice things to me....my trainer cheryl asked me if i was ok..ppl keep asking asking me that..idk how my...
- i was diagnosed with bipolar disorder last week. id like to be manic foreverrr lol..im on 5mg of abilify
- like amonth ago i applied for this waitressing job and i got it! yippee..today i went for the first day of training and it is soo muchhh work! now im like wtf did i get myseelf into. that day i remember my therapist worrying because i was...
- my dad gets it cuz i live with him and he sees me suicidal depressed or ready to jump out my window happy...my mom on the other hand (i dont live with her i see her on the weekends) she thinks im bipolar on hpurpose i say what i say to be diagnosed...
- i just cut...it was only once....idk wat they hell is wrong with me...Faith and Jamie(therapist and behavorist) are helping me soo muchh and im fucking it uppp...i hate myselfffffffffffffff! idk wats going on anymore...one minute im in control, the...
- ok so i cut..i only cut once....the cut bled for 10-20mins....and it was just pouring out..it stopped now and all i see is white....what is that? is it bad?
- today my psychiatrist diagnosed me with bipolar disorder. im 17...i was diagnosed with depression 2 yrs ago and so i only wanted to fix the depression..i never knew that my great ass moods is called mania. i dont want to fix the mania just the...
- have u ever felt so high up you could never be down again. you dont even remember what it was like being so down u wanted to die even if it was yesturday? right now im on top of the world. i feel like i can never be depressed! i want to do things. i...
- i feel very alone and just want a friend. i go to school and with all the kids around me i still feel deeply alone. :( just message me if u wanna be my friend
- Hi so im going to the gynecologist on friday...new doctor but not my first time. ive had that whole exam thing twice already and everytime i go...i have a reallly bad panic attack and i start crying. i do get flashbacks wen i go and it hurts. has...
- blahhhhh...im sad but cant feel it. im angry, im scared..my mind wont stop...but im blank
- i cant do this anymore. i cant be here...i cant keep hurting myself. i cant continue being scared everyday. i wont act on my suicidal thoughts but i just cant anymoreeee OMGG i dont know what to do
- the urge to cut is unbearable...i cant take it anymore....i need the blood....i need to do something. i wo=ant to go away (not die) so bad. i cant handle this for another 10 months :((....can someone help me please
- im back home to my dads house...u guys that know me know how hard it is living here.....omgg i just had therapy and it was a good session but im still very sad because im here. i wanna do bad bad thingsssssss!i just dont think i cann....i wanna...
- idk what to do....i dont think i can go on anymore....i want to so that i can finall feel wat its like to be free from my dads house. its just that they dont get how hard it is to be me, they dont know that i dont want to be me anymore. i want to be...