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- therapy helped for the secual abuse...i dont have fkashbackd anymore...and the memories i try to push aside cuz im not suppose to have em...good rightt?now i just have to get rid of this depression thats getting worse everytime i open my eyes
- ive been pretending im ok and wen im go home im a complete maniac...now i feel too numb to feel...do u undertand that? im blocked us from emotion..and all i do is cry but im not sad im just...idkk...hurt, tired, angry, idk anymore...all i know is...
- http://www.dailystrength.org/people/441921shes hurting alot and she opened up to me last nite wen she came over...i told her to make a ds account and so i want her to see why i always am on the computer...could u lovely gpeople show her how loving u...
- find words....to express that i need help...i cntttt do this anymore :(
- or someone i can trust....right now i feel complately ALONE....i just wanna tlk not about depressing stuff but just tlk...i dont like feeling alone :(
- could depression develope into other things? i feel like my twisted into mood swings and just anger and ofcourse more sadness
- its sex right between family? see im think im ok now from wat my cousin did to me but idk if it was incest...he tried to kiss me once but i bit his tongue/..he put his finger in me, he performed oral on me, and just other sexual doings.....im just...
- , sorry i post too much,sorry for my ups and downs in my posts(like one minute itll be a good happy post then then its depressing) sorry im soo useless...sorryi do try to offer my support tho as best as i can just pm me of u want
- i can wake up and not be me anymore. i dont want to be me, im tired of the mood swings, of crying, of being stuck in my head, of living here, of not being understood, of not understanding wats going on in my head. i know i keep saying the same...
- i dont know wat om feeling....its a combination of uselessness, sadness, being a burden, hopeless, sad, idk wat im feeling but i wanna cry, scream, go crazy and throw things, cause damage....but nothing is going on now, i dont even know if this is a...
- since the end of the summer, my depression seemed to get extrmely worse! and so i was in no position to tlk, or give out suoport to anyone, and im sorry about that.but im in an ok mood now so to support! So you can reply wat u want, vent, curse! I...
- why am i getting the thoughts ? i know i dont want to die or im not going to do anything to cuz me to die, but i dont want to be here and right now im thinking of OD'ing on this natural anti depressant my mom bought me
- to want help! i constantly here ur looking for something to be wrong with u, u want attention, ur a drama queeen. and so i dont get the help i want....i want to get this psych eval right because i know myself, i know im not thinking or acting right...
- i pretty much said wat i have to in my subject......im soo alone...and i dont even rly have friends at this new school...not that i really want any....this makes no sense at all but its like i dont want to be alone (without my therapist, teacher,...
- its not an anti depressant but its used to treat it...its called ginkgo biloba....has anyone ever heard about it? i hope it works. and my mom bought me one a day for teens vitamins so that i wont be so tired. its a step closer to doing something...