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- back like two years ago i think, i realized i loved to take scenic pictures so since then thats been my hobby and wen im waiting for the perfect time or snapping a pic, i realize it really calms to down and distracts me from my up and down...
- i was ok for a little bit but then we wer going to the beach nd i put on a bathingsuit.....nd i just wanted to die ughhhhh....this is sooo hard...sid wont leave me alone....i restricted today so i can ear smores laternd im restriting or a few days...
- i cant do this anymore....i cant continue battling with this ed...im ready to give up completely. i cant enjoy anything without being reminded of the consequences coming. im soo tired of it all...i try to just stop everything. stop the obsessing,...
- Hiiiiitoday i got news from my dr that im pre diabetic along with anemic. im sorta manic right now so im ok ED wise at this moment. but im thinking how now with this whole borderline diabetes thing how i have to take care of my body cuz i cant play...
- Hi guysi was on depakote 1500mg but then something started going on with my health nd so my psychiatrist took it down to 1000mg (still dont know wats up with my health btw ..ive gotten my blood tested and other test ill call my doc today to see if...
- so my counseling team is going to arrange for me to go to this ED place in NY close to my moms house...its OP....amd the organization is gonna pay for it for 3 months....and my case worker is gonna ask if they cud also pay for weight watchers for 3...
- i cant do this anymore....i went from 170-190 from march-til now....i cant deal with this anymore...im gaining weight and i know its cuz of my meds..im stopping my meds..i cant care anymore....i dont wanna die but id just rather die than be...
- alright so im not skinnyy....but i had thinner moments. during the winter time was my thinnest and i was going through my phone today just outa boredum and i stumbled on mirror pics that i took and i was soo muchh thinner than i am now....winter...
- alright so im not skinnyy....but i had thinner moments. during the winter time was my thinnest and i was going through my phone today just outa boredum and i stumbled on mirror pics that i took and i was soo muchh thinner than i am now....winter...
- Hiiii havent posted here in so long...anyways...do some of u one this board remember me...remember how depression consumed ...most of all remember the misery of my dads house?? I made an account 2 years ago and i never thought i would get...
- Hi guysthis memorial day weekend, i was hanging out in times square ny with my friend and my brother and we were sitting and a lady approached us and asked us if we ever heard of dianetics and we said no and she was shocked and said that they were...
- oh my fucking goshhh....i gained 10 lbs back in march after benig 10 lbs lighter since september..that 10lbs upset me but prom was coming up and my mom told me not to lose or gain weight so i can fit in my dress perfectly ...at the end of april i...
- i dont know if anyone brought this idea to the board. i thoiught about it today at school. i was wondering has anyone ever thought of sharing their number with each other on here so that wen were not online but need support we can reach out.i...
- last night was my prom....best night of my lifeee!! Sid, my ed was ther too and i tried to ignore her and jjust focus on havning fun but i kept hearing .."wen prom is over ur gonna wish u kistened to me and stopped eating wen i told u too" , "ur...
- yesturday my behavorist came with a bulimia workbook...the excersise we did told me to first write a story of how my ed started and so i did..i wrote i first wanted to look like my very skinny friend (whose an athlete) in 5th grade but i didnt get...