Itzjustme
Status:
Mood:
Ok
Offline
- omg i cant take it...i think im just hitting my boiking over point...ive held alll my anger, frusteration, sadness, watever in ..i never opened my mouth and about shit...right now im shaking with rage..my chest hurts, my hearts pumping fastier, my...
- im not talking about this or answering questions when people ask me why im losing so much weight..anymore...no one understands and im so sick and tired of feeling like the idiot that wont eat..that knows shes destroying her body and killing herself...
- its really weird....ive always thought that "ill stop when i want to but i dont, i can stop whenever i want to but why? etc" i know i dont make an effort to change my behaviors or if i try i give up fast because i dont wanna feel that icky guilt,...
- Omg so I got my period for the first time since October... I know I finally got it cuz I've been stuffing myself with food...all the stuff I didn't touch before nd now I should be happy cuz getting my period means my body is healthy but I'm scared...
- lately ive been confusing dreams with real life...idk my dreams seem super real ...like i talk about something that i swore happened and no one knows what im talking about. this happened to me before when i was younger..but i never paid attention....
- has anyone ever heard of the cinnamon challenge? well i took my challenge cuz i had energy to waste and i nearly died..lol its not funny and it wasnt funny yesturday but now that i can breath and i feel much betteri watch my video on youtube and i...
- i reallly wanna play a sport this semester in college....i wanna do track so i can lose alot of weight .....i dont care abut making friends, having fun or anything..thats my only purpose for playing sports. but ive never played sports cuz im very...
- Wen I dint eat my stomach is fine but Wen I do eat it's nothing but hell ... I get sooo bloated like my stomach is gonna explode nd the pain is untollerable .... I HATE FOOD! I ate so much today after being so good this week staying at 300 or...
- my stomach is in excruciating pain....like really bad...it the top of my belly so i know it has nothing to do with going to the bathroom. i cant eat without doubling over with pain...when i eat it feels like my stomach exploded. i havent really been...
- i was at my cousins house and while his mom was out of town for few days we partied lol...alcohol was involved and i my friend who has a history with my cousin came over with two of her friends. we hung out and then started drinking...i didnt get...
- nothing is wrong or anything im just feeling very lonely alone :(
- when i first wake up in the morning like just open my eyes...my heart is beating really fast and my body is shaking . this last for the first 30 seconds of just waking up. or id be laying down and all of a suddden im out of breath and im not even...
- *THIS MAY BE A TRIGGER*****when people compliment u on ur weightloss and ask for "ur secret" or they wanna shrink just like u do u feel bad? i feel terribly guilty...like im gonna make them develope an ED. my mom, who wants to drop 10lbs before this...
- U know what my mom said ... She was like "I need to lose 10 lbs by Saturday .... I'm gonna do what Stephaniec(me) does...can I take wat ur taking?" she said it like this was a trend or something ...she knows exactly wat I'm doing but can care less ...
- im baby sitting a 9mos old baby girl. ive been baby sitting her this whole week ..her mom and my mom's bf's neice. i never let her take naps on beds just because of things like this...i always put comforters on the floor. when her mom brought her...