Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
omgg i feel like crap...remember how i was upset yesturday? well i actually went to the party with my cousin and i drank like ive never before. today im paying for it big time...ive never took that many shots before. im never drinking again...i know i said that before but ive never felt this sickk and i HATE being sick. i have the worst headache in the world.
its 5pm and im still throwing up my guts. it reminds me of when i was stuck in bulimia and the relief i felt after purging ....and my stomach being so empty being able to hear the acid coming. im glad i dont purge anymore cuz everytime i do i start shaking and get extreme chills.
im not drinking anymore...i passed out and everything so im like if i wasnt wiith my cousin and i passed out what wud happen? so no more Alcohol for me
its 5pm and im still throwing up my guts. it reminds me of when i was stuck in bulimia and the relief i felt after purging ....and my stomach being so empty being able to hear the acid coming. im glad i dont purge anymore cuz everytime i do i start shaking and get extreme chills.
im not drinking anymore...i passed out and everything so im like if i wasnt wiith my cousin and i passed out what wud happen? so no more Alcohol for me
I know that you've been trying to work on your restrictions...however, if you were restricting that day, and at the party, then downed all that alcohol...that's more then HALF the reason you got so sick. Your body is trying to metabolize it all...and that's all you're feeding it. It's not used to it...so it got sick. Plus, if you're still throwing up...then there's also a chance that you had a slight alcohol poisoning.
Do take care of yourself. Try and get some crackers into your system. Cause it will absorb the acid. Or try and take some Tums or something for your upset stomach. To try and dissolve some of the acid. The acid is what's killing you right now...and because of a lack of food intake and too much alcohol...your might have just done your stomach in. Not good!!! Take care of yourself. :(
Well, you can't change the past, so hopefully you learn from last night's choices and play it safe at the next party.
Gentle, quiet hugs...(.ice water and plain bread was my fallback to help soak up the extra booze in my belly.)
i so learned! worst punishment ever lol