MrsLfromTX
Status: Some days are ok. I still miss my Don but i am truly trying to get ahead of this grief and make Don proud!
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- Hello to everyone. I was experiencing since Spring, a very bad mood for several months. It's been tough. I was back to where i felt last year. It was just about everyday sadness would creep up on me and i would be reduced to tears. It's coming up...
- I see so many messages and people mention things that they experienced in their comment along with a message to the question or discussion someone has posted.My husband died at home. When he was dying I didn't know how long he had. Then suddenly one...
- Hello to everyone.A 3 day weekend coming up. I decided I have to stay busy as long as the weather will allow. So I did and was outside using my husband's tractor to scoop some of the remaining truckload of dirt I purchased. I was putting it in and...
- Hello to everyone. Hello friends. It's been sometime that I've written. Just as always, trying to stay busy. But finding it harder to do.This month on the 16th made 19 months that my husband died. I can't believe it. I find when he first died all I...
- I had to change over and use my husband's cell phone as mine was giving me trouble. I had it all changed over to my number and of course started looking at pictures etc.I looked at the texts I sent him and he sent back to me. He would type "I miss...
- Hello everyone. I haven't posted for a while. About 3 weeks ago I was cleaning my husband's drill press (which is taller than me and very heavy) for a man who was coming to see it the next day,and when I got done about 2 hours later, I was rolling...
- Hello to you all. I know you have been down this path or starting, but I must say this New Year is just the worst I have felt yet. It's been now 14 months I lost my hubby. I am angry at the doctors. I am PO'd at sometimes everything.Just the other...
- This new year has hit me like a ton of bricks. Last new years I spent alone and this year too, but this year was so much worse and emotional for me.My husband's birthday was a week before Christmas and I had a small celebration for him with about 8...
- Hello all of you in our group.I wish all of you strength and the ability to get through Christmas Eve and Christmas Day without too much grieving. I know we ALL miss our closest loved one and everything has changed now.My husband and I went to the...
- I have been having a really bad afternoon and night. I found some pictures on my phone (I started using my hubby's phone) and it was when he was very ill and I came to lie down beside him. His eyes are closed and I have my arm around his waist...
- This month is my husband's birthday. I just passed the one year mark in October. I thought I made it finally, one year and I made it. But then I just started feeling so bad it was like it was just a few months after his death. I feel heavy hearted...
- Hello everyone.Today I had a friend of my husband's here to look at some of the things I want to sell that were my husbands. This friend called another friend and together they decided who they know that could use the things I am selling. THey will...
- I was writing in response to a thread about being lonely. I said I believed we had to adjust to this new life and it takes lots of time, at least for me it takes lots of time.So I try to give advice and 20 min later I walk into the closet to hang a...
- Hi everyone. I am glad to see that I have more friends now on the site and it's a nice feeling. I know you are hurting and I hope you feel like you can write to me anytime. I will always answer. There are times I can't get on the site a lot because...
- Now it's been a year my dear Don died. I can't believe it. Feels like I haven't seen him in 2 years yet like he died just a few months ago.My sister/brother in law came to see me on the 16th. I made a nice memorial on what we called our prayer...