drama drama drama.....im 20 yrs old and am already sick of the dating game and the way men think of me as an object...they seem to want me to be their arm candy...i dont mind that they find me sexy....i just want a guy to like something else about me too...i am so much more than my exterior.....ugh...maybe im destined to be the cat woman who lives alone with a shit load of cats......
well there is a little bit of good news...i went and picked up an application at this little ice cream/ hamburger stand that is in my little town (my softball team used to go there to celebrate a win and i would be able to get my mint ting a ling ice cream...ah the pre ana days...so it's kind of a good memory place) ....i filled it out and went back later in the afternoon and the woman pretty much offered me the job on the spot =)...guess i present well....i told her that i would like to work 10 hours a day 7 days a week if she'd let me (it's a seasonal place so the job will be a temp one so i need to work as much as possible to save as much money as possible)....
well that is about it....i took a 2 hour nap so that relieved some of the stress of my guy problems...but i do have to admit...craig does help me to get my anger out (i have a hard time expressing anger...but craig pisses me off so much i seem to always be seriously yelling when "talking" to him)......
*note to self* be thankful for what u have...try not to dwell so much on the negative....tomorrow is another day
well there is a little bit of good news...i went and picked up an application at this little ice cream/ hamburger stand that is in my little town (my softball team used to go there to celebrate a win and i would be able to get my mint ting a ling ice cream...ah the pre ana days...so it's kind of a good memory place) ....i filled it out and went back later in the afternoon and the woman pretty much offered me the job on the spot =)...guess i present well....i told her that i would like to work 10 hours a day 7 days a week if she'd let me (it's a seasonal place so the job will be a temp one so i need to work as much as possible to save as much money as possible)....
well that is about it....i took a 2 hour nap so that relieved some of the stress of my guy problems...but i do have to admit...craig does help me to get my anger out (i have a hard time expressing anger...but craig pisses me off so much i seem to always be seriously yelling when "talking" to him)......
*note to self* be thankful for what u have...try not to dwell so much on the negative....tomorrow is another day
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I\'m seriously cracking up about what you wrote about craig helping you express your anger! Great way to look at it lol although you are right--you are more than your exterior and you deserve for that to be recognized.
Great news about the job, but don\'t take on a crazy number of hours leave some time for yourself!!
And I absolutely love your \"note to self\"--that\'s so great!!
yep tomorrow is another day! Sometimes that\'s what you have to tell yourself. As for the guys go...they can be assholes. Just a known fact. You\'ll find a guy that appreciates you for much more than the exterior.
I can totally relate your guy problems. That is what i have had to deal with my whole life...but f**k them. I\'m don\'t fall for any of their bulls**t anymore. The right one is out there, you just have to be patient til you find each other.
Awsome news about a summer job. Sounds like it would be fun!!
I grew up with guys and most of them don\'t mature until there in there 20-40\'s it\'s sad and pathetic It makes me angry with guys but w.e there\'s not much we can do lol I have refraned from dating lately becuase everytime I jump back into it the guys what I knew he would be. Don\'t get me wrong there are guys out there but most of the time we don\'t notice them, we attracted to those who are asses and those who are right we turn into bitches. it\'s sad but just thought I should tell you I relate. ttyl girl xo ciao\'
guys are basically pigs and think with the wrong head...LOL! Just be true to yourself and you will know when the right one comes along and don\'t rush it, enjoy your freedom and you have a lot of things to work on. Take it from someone who has made a lot of mistakes and has had plenty of issues and still does. Congrats on the job!