food seems to be getting tougher for me these days.....let's just say my calorie total is lower than yesterday......i tried to eat some asparagus for dinner...it was good (1st time i ever had it)......but my tummy cannot hold much and after eating some i felt sooooooo full and sooo blah...i felt like curling up into a ball and moaning in pain......that cannot mean good things if i get full on a few stalks of asparagus...ugh the trials and tribulations of ED.....then my sister picked me up for a timmy ho's coffee run....and we did the drive through...my sister was like what do u want? i was like black coffee...(i do not trust the drive thru people to put splenda in there for me...they will totally put real sugar in there!!! or at least that's what ANA screams at me)....and meanwhile on the ride there and on the ride back i was stuck in the backseat wiht two fat people...i literally had like less than a foot of space....i remember thinking to myself...good thing im skinny.....then my thoughts went to...this girl next to me is my ED worst nightmare...(talk about a trigger to make me wanna stay skinny!!!!).....o well back to school 2 morrow......
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I know what you mean about the splenda.. I am the same way... DIET COKE MY ASS not unless I get it! Anyway you really need to work on this ED thing. Try eating more at the beginning of the day and then continue to eat at the end of the day... It is better if you space it out... Are you still seeing your doctors regularly?
I agree with Sammer about trying to eat little bits throughout the day so your bady can adjust and so you can keep your metabolism going. But i feel the same way when i am next to fat people. it makes me proud that i am able to keep myself skinny (how sick is that)!!!