tigerlily18
Status: I cant keep having people lie to me. Found out that my sister is still talking to the person that raped me and was sexually abusing me for year, oh yeah AND SEXUALLY ABUSED HER TOO! I'm really needing to know everything will be okay right now.
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So I struggled alot, and i know I'll probably struggle more, but for now I'm doing well for the first time in a year the bad thoughts have gone, yes I still get stressed about the wedding ( but...
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I don't know if I can get through this, this time. My depression is really bad I can't find any good in anything I have to force myself to get up in the morning or even take a shower. I clean and it...
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So I'm 20 yrs old and i still live with my mom cause every time I even talk about moving she starts to emotionally black mail me. Telling me that She took care of me for years and now that things get...
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So here lately things have gotten better my boyfriend started to notice that I was not in a good place and is now keeping a very close eye on me along with everyone at work. Oh and I got a new job...
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So today was one of those days when ur manager yells at you infront of the entire store and tells you that you are just a "Checker" and you spend the rest of your shift trying not to cryand the...
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So things were ok. sure the daily struggles and as always the voices of self harm are there, but if i have my friends and family I'll be ok. My friend got a boyfriend and no long wants to do anything...
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So I know i haven't been on latey but I got a promoting and have been working alot. With my new job Everyone seems to snap at me for everything nothing i do is good enough even people calling me...
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I started to start feeling ok. I was at a point where the guilt was little, the flashbacks had lessened, my bond with my mom, sisters, and I started to strengthen, my oldest brother came home from...
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I know I haven't done this in a long time but things here have gotten worse I gear men when I see them and now I'm sick and I couldn't talk for two days but now I'm getting better but I still can't...
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After court everything was supposed to go back to normal. People said I was now safe, that they weren't leaving. Well 4weeks after court my counselor told me she is leaving doesn't know where yet but...
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If I just stopped talking and aloud would people think I'm crazy. Court was traumatic and people r making me talk about it and relive it and I just wonder if I could be mute while I work through...
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I have been wrestling with myself in weather or not I should testify. My main reason I wasn't going to testify was because of my family but u want to know what if my family doesn't support me in this...
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Well its been three days since the new med change to help me sleep and I must say it helps. Getting more then 3hrs a night of sleep. But one thing still I can not get off my mind and that's court. I...
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I have been having hard time I cry randomly and get violent at random times. And the closer court gets the more scared I get. The more I fear seeing him and telling the court what he did but yet...
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Court is coming up and I still don't know what I'm doing if I'll let my attorney read my testimony or not. I scares me to think that if my family knows the whole truth that they will walk out leaving...
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