Struggling
So I know i haven't been on latey but I got a promoting and have been working alot. With my new job Everyone seems to snap at me for everything nothing i do is good enough even people calling me names only get three hours of sleep cause im working and then I go to my other job right after. Ghosts keep popping up hunting me forcing me to remember things I i dont want to. Thoughts bad thoughts are coming back and i tried counciling my councilor keeped ditching i had 5 in one month cause no one wanted to take the time for little old me. and its still true I have gonee 4 days only eating once and no one sees why can someone want me want to help me why cant they see that im braking! I cant help but think no one would miss me if i ended it all. if i just ended me would anyone even care, would anyone miss me if i just made a cut on my wrists or took some pills and never woke up.
I know this is random and probably wont even be read or if it is you will just move on to the next person I just had to say it.
Replies
Hi tigerlily, I'm really sorry to here about your struggles. All that working does not seem very healthy, and the sleep deprivation could very well be causing you to have those bad thoughts. I'm no expert though. Unfortunately, most people fail to see when others are struggling because people are so concerned with themselves. If you told maybe a co-worker that you trust about your struggles they might be able to offer you support.
In any case, you have my support.
((Hugs))
Thanks and too be honest I really don't trust people and don't let most in so I really have no one at work that I trust.