tigerlily18

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• Pregnancy
  

  Mixed emotions

  Posted by: tigerlily18

  Posted: 06/08/2022

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  Is there anyone out there that prayed for a baby tried for yrs and now that your finally pregnant you hate it. Constantly sick even in the second trimester, the constant feeling alone, the people pushing you away. I've never felt so alone and all I hear is its going to get worse before its better. My husband wont even look at me today cause hes mad I had to call in sick to work again. And I found myself thinking about what my mother said when I found out that I was expecting "you cant handle...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 06/08/2022

  tigerlily18 joined the group Pregnancy.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 09/26/2021

  tigerlily18 commented on the discussion Want to be done.

• Depression
  

  Want to be done

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  Last Reply: tigerlily18 09/26/2021

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  I want to be done with the pain and the knowing I'm a disappointment. My car got repossessed and the flash backs are high and the memory of my my telling me it's all my fault. I'm never going to amount to much cause I'm an attention w****. The thoughts of hurting my self are high even ending my life but I'm too tired to get out of bed.  I don't know how I got the energy to even wright this. Called into work sick cause I was too tired to move told them I had a migraine, and I haven't left my...

• Eating Disorders
  

  New here

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  Last Reply: GirlinCalif 05/07/2021

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  I don't know if I even belong to this group cause I've never been diagnosed or gotten sick because of my eating. But it started in high school when I was skinny although I ate and everybody kept calling me anorexic so I stopped eating I only ate enough to make me live and I ended up getting help through myself because nobody ever noticed and then my senior year in high school I stopped eating for 2 months because I started gaining weight and that's when my wonderful boyfriend and now husband...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 05/06/2021

  tigerlily18 joined the group Eating Disorders.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 05/06/2021

  tigerlily18 commented on the discussion New counselor.

• Depression
  

  New counselor

  Posted by: tigerlily18

  Last Reply: lighttheway 05/07/2021

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  So tomorrow is my appointment with another counselor and I'm so never it's going to end like the others that's I'm making myself sick. And thinking of not going. Even tho I need it but cant hear another person tell me that I'm lying, my fucked up, or may all favorite my life is "your life a mess that cant be fixed but we can talk about it"

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 01/10/2021

  tigerlily18 became friends with Emerald0743.

• Sexual Abuse
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 01/10/2021

  tigerlily18 commented on the discussion Tik to triggers.

• Sexual Abuse
  

  Tik to triggers

  Posted by: tigerlily18

  Last Reply: RoseyViolet 01/13/2021

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  So I've been seeing those videos for good dads... and I cry every time cause why can everyone else have good fathers and I had two in my life and my biological father physical and mental abused me, and my step dad raped me. Os it wrong for me to hate children when you come in my store with their fathers and their laughing together and I'm just the one who got abused... maybe I deserved it I am the girl with a fuck ton of mental illnesses.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 06/08/2019

  tigerlily18 became friends with Remiah.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 09/15/2019

  tigerlily18 became friends with churchdad.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 11/09/2020

  tigerlily18 became friends with Littlechef.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: tigerlily18

  Posted: 11/08/2020

  tigerlily18 commented on the discussion Run.