Not sure what to think, do, or believe

After court everything was supposed to go back to normal. People said I was now safe, that they weren't leaving. Well 4weeks after court my counselor told me she is leaving doesn't know where yet but yeah. Then my boyfriend who I just started to trust left to go to Georgia for basic training and yeah I know that's not his fault but still even on the phone he sounds so different from the man I started to fall for. And my boss at work the only boss who seemed to care for me and who took me in and who protected me from the scary men (I'll get to that later) is leaving. Everyone seems to be leaving and I don't know how to cope with it. Every time I hear that someone is leaving I get forced back to that day my mother dropped me off throw my stuff out and left me at my grandmother's house with out a word. And going back to the men I was working and of course we have to wear a name tag and these men come into my DQ and I ask (like I do every customer) what can I do for you. They looked at each other and smiled then said "well hello Lily." In this weird voice and they looks at me like I was prey. I thought OK its nothing your just freaking out to freak out idk but I push it off. Once I got off work I noticed that the car that the men had was fallowing me. And everything is up side down and I don't know anymore.