I think I know

I have been having hard time I cry randomly and get violent at random times. And the closer court gets the more scared I get. The more I fear seeing him and telling the court what he did but yet still I have to so he can't hurt another little girl. So that that I'm going to testify the cost of not is to far greater than if I don't. I know it will be hard and I'm sure I'll cry but what doesn't kill me makes me stronger.