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Status: I cant keep having people lie to me. Found out that my sister is still talking to the person that raped me and was sexually abusing me for year, oh yeah AND SEXUALLY ABUSED HER TOO! I'm really needing to know everything will be okay right now.

Mood: Horrible

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Mixed emotions

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Is there anyone out there that prayed for a baby tried for yrs and now that your finally pregnant you hate it. Constantly sick even in the second trimester, the constant feeling alone, the people pushing you away. I've never felt so alone and all I...
Want to be done

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I want to be done with the pain and the knowing I'm a disappointment. My car got repossessed and the flash backs are high and the memory of my my telling me it's all my fault. I'm never going to amount to much cause I'm an attention w****. The...
New here

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I don't know if I even belong to this group cause I've never been diagnosed or gotten sick because of my eating. But it started in high school when I was skinny although I ate and everybody kept calling me anorexic so I stopped eating I only ate...
New counselor

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So tomorrow is my appointment with another counselor and I'm so never it's going to end like the others that's I'm making myself sick. And thinking of not going. Even tho I need it but cant hear another person tell me that I'm lying, my fucked up,...
Tik to triggers

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So I've been seeing those videos for good dads... and I cry every time cause why can everyone else have good fathers and I had two in my life and my biological father physical and mental abused me, and my step dad raped me. Os it wrong for me to...
Run

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Things are shit my husband has to tell me how the president is going to destroy our life. But I got a friends one that I thought would stay, but my husband thinks were getting too close (the friend is a guy) so I tried to figure out a way to work it...
Confused, and scared

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I just go married a month ago and my husband and I haven't been the smartest people. And now I think I might be pregnant, and I'm scared that if I am of what my mother would say. She already trying to make it so we wont leave her house making it...
Help

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My father ( the man how rapped me) is now out of jail. And I've never gotten mental help I just pushed the memories and feelings in a box in my brain. And now he's out the only person how has the information is my mom who when I told didn't believe...
Never enough

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Got written up for missing work, cause I had my nieces and I looked at the schedule wrong, and thought I didn't work on the day I asked off. I can't get the house clean my mother is getting on me too, I lost my keys and started crying and snapping...
Getting help

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I started conciling I've only been going for two week. But it seems to help tho she's wanting to open up old wounds and work on what my father did. And I weighed myself and I'm down to 110 and I have to force myself to eat. It's hard but I'm getting...
Good bye

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I don't know how much more I can take. As soon as I get happy I see something or hear something that drags me down again. I have made a plan, I know exactly how I'd do it. Just take some pills and it would all end, the consistent tiredness, the...
Easter

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Easter was good but then I had to come home back to reality, back to the very messy house and my mother telling me how she feels like she can’t even live in her own house and sits there crying. Back to the reality of my roommate screaming at me...
When will it stop

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I'm breaking I wish I could end it all but I'm too tired to even get up, and I can't ask for help cause I'm supposed to be the perfect little princess who has it all together and is there for everyone else, but no one sees when I need help no one...
Help

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So I have been fine its been years since he got put in jail.... but he's getting put this spring and is going to be living only 2hrs away from me. And now the nightmares, flashbacks, and anxiety is back. I can't even go in a restroom with out...
Afraid

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So my anxiety has gotten worse, I am now getting panic attacks every time I go into a bath room, for no reason at all. Last night it got so bad that my fiance had to almost drag my on to my feet and hold me and still I was shaking and crying. And...