Just skate

So today was one of those days when ur manager yells at you infront of the entire store and tells you that you are just a "Checker" and you spend the rest of your shift trying not to cryand the thoughts of ending it all come back and u think of ways you could kill your self. When you feel like falling skate then you can fall and get back up. Life is hard but if we focus our negative engery of something that is hard for us it helps the thoughts go away and for i no longer want to hurt myself.