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- Just send good thoughts, vibes, prayers my way. I'm not in a good spot. I've been on a non-stop morphine, Ativan and vodka bender the past couple of days. I'm really not okay, and I'm trying my hardest to hang on and stay positive. This is basically...
- Just send good thoughts, vibes, prayers my way. I'm not in a good spot. I've been on a non-stop morphine, Ativan and vodka bender the past couple of days. I'm really not okay, and I'm trying my hardest to hang on and stay positive. This is basically...
- I had 3 days of sobriety a couple of days ago.I practiced the breathing techniques, I started picking up my artistic hobbies again, and I started to journal about my past. It was tough...but I really felt that I was breaking through to something! ...
- Does anyone feel like they're turning into their abusers?A couple of days ago, I was cleaning out my room. I had no alcohol, and although I was using amazing coping techniques, I still felt sick. I found a bottle of Morphine 60 MGs. I tried. I...
- So thanks to all of you, I have a new tool kit to help me with my PTSD and struggle with addiction.I practiced the breathing techniques, I started picking up my artistic hobbies again, and I started to journal about my past. It was tough...but I...
- Hi guys. As you know, I'm an addict that also struggles with PTSD.I ran out of money today, and I'm drinking my last bottle. My bank account has been completely drained. My income is currently unstable, and all of my future funds legally has to go...
- I know that some of the members on here, also struggle with alcoholism. I just drained my bank account, and I have no money left. I'm on my last bottle. It's been awhile since this last happened. The last time this happened I got so depressed I...
- I'm on my last bottle, and I have no money to buy anymore. My income is currently unstable, and all money that I acquire legally goes to a trip to NYC. (It's in my contract, none of it goes to me.) I'm freaking out. I've drained my bank account, and...
- Hey there. I'm new to this group (and site.)When I was younger, I struggled really badly with anorexia/bulimia, because I thought I was fat. I received constant treatments/therapies, and have since "recovered." I haven't struggled with it since I...
- Thank you all for the warm welcome.You all have pushed me in the right direction. It feels good to know there's other people out there struggling with the exact same disorder. I'm not the only one.I have decided that if I don't land an important gig...
- Thank you all for your welcoming and support.Dealing with my depression hasn't been easy. I seem to choose the worst coping mechanisms available.However, you all have pushed me in the right direction. I promised a close friend of mine that if I...
- And I just want to thank everyone for responding to my previous post, and showing me lots of support.I won't lie, I'm currently intoxicated. But a lot of you touched me, and a part of me desperately wants to seek help. I currently work in the...
- I'm having a very hard time letting go of my abusive past, and it's destroying me in the process.I'm a 23-year-old woman who grew up with physically and emotionally abusive parents. My Mom had Munchaussen Syndrome, and my Dad was a violent...
- I'm new to the site. I'm a 23-year-old woman that struggles badly with Major Depressive Disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder, and PTSD. (And alcoholism, drug addiction, bulimia and self-harm.)Are there any good ways to cope with worsening...
- I come from a horrible, abusive background. I've been diagnosed with PTSD, Major Depressive Disorder and Borderline Personality Disorder. On top of that, I am an alcoholic/drug addict. (Throwing anorexia and bulimia into the mix too!)I've been...