currentstruggle

I'm not in a good place. I've been on a non-stop morphine, Ativan and vodka bender for the past couple of days. I'm so depressed. I need some (non-institutionalized) help. Probably sooner rather than...

I didn't land the gig, but another business opportunity presented itself. (An even better one!) AND I got offered another gig on top of that. AND I'm starting to date someone new, who seems to...

I'm running out of money. And fast. I'm out of pills, and I'm down to my last bottle. This has to be the last one for me, because I drained my bank account. And I currently don't have a steady...

I actually wish for the days where I simply had a hangover. The physical withdrawals are just unbearable. I've run out of Dilaudid and Xanax, so I've increased my drinking again. I can take an opiate...