Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
HELP ME...
MY RELATIONSHIP IS FALLING APART AND IT HURTS!!!
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.....
-DepressedRecluse-
MY RELATIONSHIP IS FALLING APART AND IT HURTS!!!
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.....
-DepressedRecluse-
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I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
Hugs, sweetie.
God bless
i was venting last night...you see, my relationship with my fiance' has been falling apart for a while now...but last night....it became apparently clear that if i don't do something fast, i am going to again FAIL at something that i have invested so much time and love into...
my road from a strong, independent, self-sufficient woman to who i am now (DepressedRecluse) started when my first marriage ended...that broke my heart....and i promised my self that i would NOT ALLOW MYSELF to fall into that situation again...and i didn't for almost 10 years...
now...here i am going into 2009 with another pending heartbreak...i love my fiance so much more than i loved my ex-husband...and believe me, I LOVED HIM, WHOLEHEARTEDLY...
all this rejection, and pending breakdown of our relationship...is sooo painful...this is why i didn't want to go through this again...this is why i built up a 100 ft high wall around my heart...because i know it can't take another smashing blow...
IT JUST HURTS SO BAD...i couldn't sleep last night, that's why i came on asking for help without giving to much information....i'm sorry...
i just wanted to SCREAM...and couldn't do it anywhere but on hear....
and yes it did help a little....after spending 2 hours here, i went back to bed and fell asleep...so for that i am thankful...
-DR-
Have you told your fiance your honest thoughts about what is going on?
If things dont work out then they were never meant to be.. Maybe its a good thing and will open the door for someone else that will love you as mush as you love them.. Just a thought.. good luck my friend.. Y'Vonne