Does this make sense?
What I need to do, I don't do...what I want to do, I can't do...and...what I don't want to do, THAT is what I do!!!
For some reason, I woke up with that running through my head this morning...
My husband gave me some money yesterday...and I need to go pay a bill and get a stamp and envelope to mail a letter to a friend...but I just can't do it...I set up three tasks to complete yesterday...and I only partially completed half of 1 (I washed the dishes and now there are more dirty dishes!!!)...I think my phone finally got disconnected since I have no money to pay the bill because I haven't gotten one single call this morning!!!(that is actually a good thing cause I don't answer the phone anyway!!!) ... I HAVE to go talk to a photographer today and tell him I have no money to buy any of the beautiful senior pictures he took of my son right now...hopefully, later this year, I can buy some!!!...GOD...my life just sucks and the only thing I can think of is...
What I need to do, I don't do...what I want to do, I can't do...and...what I don't want to do, THAT is what I do!!!!
Help me Rhonda!...Help Help me Rhonda!!!!!!
Do you know that song by the Beach Boys (i think)...that's the only line I remember but I wish I knew who the hell Rhonda is and I wish she would f'ing just HELP ME!!!
I need help...but I can't bring myself to ask for it...it is so f'ing hard to ME to ask for help...I just feel SO f'ing worthless...I got myself into this mess...I need to get myself out of it...but I can't!!!! ... and I can't ask for help from anyone...God...what do I do?
For some reason, I woke up with that running through my head this morning...
My husband gave me some money yesterday...and I need to go pay a bill and get a stamp and envelope to mail a letter to a friend...but I just can't do it...I set up three tasks to complete yesterday...and I only partially completed half of 1 (I washed the dishes and now there are more dirty dishes!!!)...I think my phone finally got disconnected since I have no money to pay the bill because I haven't gotten one single call this morning!!!(that is actually a good thing cause I don't answer the phone anyway!!!) ... I HAVE to go talk to a photographer today and tell him I have no money to buy any of the beautiful senior pictures he took of my son right now...hopefully, later this year, I can buy some!!!...GOD...my life just sucks and the only thing I can think of is...
What I need to do, I don't do...what I want to do, I can't do...and...what I don't want to do, THAT is what I do!!!!
Help me Rhonda!...Help Help me Rhonda!!!!!!
Do you know that song by the Beach Boys (i think)...that's the only line I remember but I wish I knew who the hell Rhonda is and I wish she would f'ing just HELP ME!!!
I need help...but I can't bring myself to ask for it...it is so f'ing hard to ME to ask for help...I just feel SO f'ing worthless...I got myself into this mess...I need to get myself out of it...but I can't!!!! ... and I can't ask for help from anyone...God...what do I do?
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