[SAT.5/26/12] - UGH...

why is this so hard...I have no energy...I am sick...I feel like crap and its just a crazy cycle.  I have failed at everything I set out to accomplish...and I don't know what to do.  the last time I ate was yesterday around noon...and I know I need to eat...but I can't even decide what to eat!...and just a few minutes ago I walked in to my kitchen to try and make a sandwich and I see the mess that my kitchen is and I just want to go back to bed...so I came here to write this post.  God...I am so frustrated so frustrated...
 
I DON"T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!
OK...I'm gonna try again...try to make a sandwich. I am kind of hungry.
wish me luck...I'm going to walk back into my messy kitchen and make me a sandwich. and then...maybe after I eat...I can actually clean up the kitchen.  I'm going to try...
go into kitchen and make a sandwich to eat....go into the kitchen and make a sandwich...go into kitchen and make a sandwich to eat!!!!
GO!