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Missing cuddles and her touch.

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21 weeks in, I am not managing very well but best I can. Have depression and therapist says Ptsd. I am really missing cuddling on the couch or bed with her and touching her soft silky skin and her me, not exclusively sexual, I am saying even...
widow/widower meet up dinner

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Ok, I am going to do this. I am going to go to a dinner tonight with other widows/widowers for the first time. I am excited but dreading it at the same time. Hopefully the people are as kind and helpful as you all here. I am also trying to find a...
Headaches?

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I've been getting pretty bad headaches recently. Most of the time in the back and side of the head. Might this be from grief, stress? Anyone else experience this?
Took me forever to find her and she's already gone

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So lonely. Been longing for her touch. I was 30 when we met she was 25. She just turned 40 I had a surprise party for her in May which I actually kept secret but it was killing me. She was so surprised and so happy. It may seem I'm rambling and I...
4 month anniversary of her death

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I woke up before 4am crying today, must've been a doozy of a dream. I am trying hard to keep going. Trying to get through it. Really miss her so much, I hurt so badly.
People are funny. (venting)

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"Call me if you need anything" must've heard this one a hundred times in the past 4 months. I am still the same independent man I was when Kim was alive and I really don't believe in asking for anything from anyone and most of them know this....
Missing her so much.

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It hurts so much.
Feeling so down.

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I cleaned off the makeup containers and such from her bathroom counter and one of the drawers also her hair brush which I tried to sniff to get a scent of her, but that was faint. I feel so bad right now. I had to stop after that little bit. Am...
advice needed, please

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3 1/2 months in and my sleeping problem is getting worse, sleeping 2-3 hours a night. I am going to try an ambien tonight even though I don't want to use that.
Merry Christmas to all.

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Even though we're not truly happy without our loved one, please have the best one possible.
Tough day,

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I brought insomnia to a new level last night. Laid in bed trying to sleep from 10pm but wide awake got up to pee 5 times even though I did not drink much. Yesterday evening I bought a new car, traded in the car Kim had the accident in that...
Feeling so empty!

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Went to our friends today, the ladies were making Christmas cookies while we were watching football. I felt so empty and sobbed the whole ride home . I never expected her to pass so soon, I hurt and don't know what to do.
Feel lost, feel like my life is over.

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The subject pretty much sums it up for me. Don't think I'll ever be able to love again. In a daze most of the days, trying to stay strong and keep on going all I can do. But it all feels meaningless without her.
Missing her touch

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On this rainy lazy sunday, missing the wife's cuddles and touch, holding hands watching football together. Went out this morning for breakfast sat at the breakfast bar at the local joint lots of couples there today. Felt bad. Now sitting here...
I am reliving the day over and over in my head

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Started out at night when I laid down for bed my mind would relive that day. Now though it happens at more un expected times. When I'm driving, when I'm working, I can be keeping busy but it still happens. Is this part of PTSD?